//sian arhs. hated WONG MEIYI. nb
Thursday, March 08, 2007 | 9:20:00 PM |
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today went to sch as usual. i really hated myself this few weeks. i dont know what had happened to mie. am i suffering from depression arhhs. haiish. why so bad mood. today bad temper and walked away for 2 times. why like that. i dont know. haiish~ i really have no mood. my mood super bad. what a bad temper i am having nowadays. recess was sux. IDOIT~ i did not do anything wrong, then complain to maine. jus F___ off my sight la. hated to see u. dont follow my group la. 2pid. no friends then come find us. after sch go ur own. kns. nb. knn. SPOIT my whole day mood.after school went to d&t to do my specification. completed le then can go home. after that went home 1st shower le then meet ger to go JP together. actually thought he was at JP arcade or something. then was able to go and look for him. but after that xia called mie and told mie that saw him with his mum and sis. i was like ''arhhs''..i have no other intention.. but just that so suay, everytime wan to go and look for him then will became cannot meet until de. haiish. i really very scared all my this thinking will caused to him more stress. i really dun wan to make him feel irritating or anything. the problem is mie larhhs.perharps this is my 1st relationship that i really treasure is my whole life. so i am worrying and thinking alot. i just hope for long lasting and his care towards mie. girls are sensitive, and i hope he could understand and forgive mie. ='( i really lurbed y0u. i hope y0u will love mie forever too. my lurbed for y0u will never changed. pls lurb mie like how much i do..I CARE............. &&I HOPED............. &&I WANTED________ just because of y0ui just have the fear and i'm trying very hard to overcome it. i hope u were with mie everytime when i needed you by my side. i could understand why and i had never ever blame you before.at this moment of time, i just hope to kill myself and ends all the misery. haiis. i hope you could understand... ALL READERS - SORRY FOR ALL VUGARITES. i jus wanted to relise my unhappiness and anger.
2pid idoit, jus fuk of my sight..i had been really bad temper 4 today..sorry bestiies and my1&onlylaogong!neither do i know nor understand.. haiish.♥MISSES_can any1 tell mie why?i just hoped for y0ur care!Labels: my life really miserable, only y0u will let mie forget my misery..
THANKS FOR VISITING, DO COME AGAIN SOON! :D
// sian arhs. hated WONG MEIYI. nb
Thursday, March 08, 2007 | 9:20:00 PM |
0 comments ♥
today went to sch as usual. i really hated myself this few weeks. i dont know what had happened to mie. am i suffering from depression arhhs. haiish. why so bad mood. today bad temper and walked away for 2 times. why like that. i dont know. haiish~ i really have no mood. my mood super bad. what a bad temper i am having nowadays. recess was sux. IDOIT~ i did not do anything wrong, then complain to maine. jus F___ off my sight la. hated to see u. dont follow my group la. 2pid. no friends then come find us. after sch go ur own. kns. nb. knn. SPOIT my whole day mood.after school went to d&t to do my specification. completed le then can go home. after that went home 1st shower le then meet ger to go JP together. actually thought he was at JP arcade or something. then was able to go and look for him. but after that xia called mie and told mie that saw him with his mum and sis. i was like ''arhhs''..i have no other intention.. but just that so suay, everytime wan to go and look for him then will became cannot meet until de. haiish. i really very scared all my this thinking will caused to him more stress. i really dun wan to make him feel irritating or anything. the problem is mie larhhs.perharps this is my 1st relationship that i really treasure is my whole life. so i am worrying and thinking alot. i just hope for long lasting and his care towards mie. girls are sensitive, and i hope he could understand and forgive mie. ='( i really lurbed y0u. i hope y0u will love mie forever too. my lurbed for y0u will never changed. pls lurb mie like how much i do..I CARE............. &&I HOPED............. &&I WANTED________ just because of y0ui just have the fear and i'm trying very hard to overcome it. i hope u were with mie everytime when i needed you by my side. i could understand why and i had never ever blame you before.at this moment of time, i just hope to kill myself and ends all the misery. haiis. i hope you could understand... ALL READERS - SORRY FOR ALL VUGARITES. i jus wanted to relise my unhappiness and anger.
2pid idoit, jus fuk of my sight..i had been really bad temper 4 today..sorry bestiies and my1&onlylaogong!neither do i know nor understand.. haiish.♥MISSES_can any1 tell mie why?i just hoped for y0ur care!Labels: my life really miserable, only y0u will let mie forget my misery..
THANKS FOR VISITING, DO COME AGAIN SOON! :D
