im really feeling so tired,
what else can i do?
does he understand my feeling? i admit im at fault too.
now, even when i didnt ask anymore
but he seems to be at the opposite side of me.
when im sad, im so heart broken
where were you at the time?
did you walked over and comfort me?
haiish. everything are all of a sudden.
all the unhappiness things came at the same time.
i really cannot cope. im jus out of breathe..
i hated all this.
its irritating, its annoying, its saddening.
but what else can i do?
who will be there with me now?
who is willing to walk this path with me?
will u be the one?
u jus simply dont understand how i feel.
i really wish i can just 'black out'' at this moment,
so that i dont have to worried anymore.
i hope i will never be awake after tonight.
jus wanna to be unconscious now.
i hoped i could end my life and everything will be settle.
my problems and unhappiness can end immediantly.
im foolish. im stupid. im useless.
jus bcoz im fall in loved with u.
i cried when im alone in a bus,
i always thinking of u,
but what did i got in return?
its siimply a NOTHING.
not even a word from you.
the only thing u do is to aviod.
avioding made things turn even worst.
i cried, cried and cried
its painful for me.
no one understand me.
haiish. my life changed..
do y0u ever care?
imhalfdeadd
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