went to school and today school was like normal.
after school had chemistry afternoon lesson from 2.30-3.30pm and 3.30-4.30 was mother tongue but i hui min and me went off to long jump at 3.30 so didnt attend mother tongue lesson..
hui min broke her own record for the long jump. her previous record was 4.05m and today her new record was 4.15m. she so powerful.. she brought proud to our class. she's champion for this year long jump again.
ger came for her javenlin so i also join with her.add in my name lor. jus play play lor. then i dont think i got won anything lor..
haiish.. again my mind was thinking about him again.
looking for him && wondering where he is..
went home at around 6plus.. walked home with xia
we both dont feel like going home so
we went to 847 there and chat until 8plus..
why is think happening over and over again..
why cant he be abit more initiative?
to him - no contact is equal to no meet up.
cannot even bring handphone to sch, how is it contactable?
haiish. haiish. haiish. why cant i stop thinking..
it seems to be all my fault..
but why am i disappointing myself over and over again?
for all this day, when had i got from him?
i wan surprised. i wan him to know what i wanted.
i wan him to initiate to look for me.
but he did none of the above..-
he just couldnt understand..
he just dont know what im thinking
he just dont know what i want from him!
he can do whatever he wants.
he dont even reply me at msn.
he dont even sms me..
he dont even call me..
HE, HE, HE, broke my heart once again..
why cant he just giv me a call or a sms.. haiish.
♥MISSES_im always at fault
i couldnt understand..
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