Monday blues, yawns!
morning woke up early in the morning and went to work.
xia and me were late but there were many were even later. =]
I leave office earlier today because of my piano lesson.
my teacher told me I need to take up theory classes for piano,
but Dad doesn't have money to pay for the high expensive fees.
I've been paying my piano fees myself for the pass 2 months ;; and seriously I'm so broke.
I don't know what should I do, I really don't want to give up my dream as a piano teacher.
last week my dad asked me to stop learning because the expenses are too high.
My tears dropped immediately, hais. He wouldn't understand how much piano meant to me.
I really hope everything will go well, with some *blessing*
A reply to his post..
hmms, alright I'm neither angry nor hated you.
but I have to say pls don't always look things only in your point of view.
the fact isn't what you've said, I'm no longer the negative thinking person.
If you really know and understand me, this shouldn't be the case
don't always think that whatever you say is right, it can be the other way too.
morning woke up early in the morning and went to work.
xia and me were late but there were many were even later. =]
I leave office earlier today because of my piano lesson.
my teacher told me I need to take up theory classes for piano,
but Dad doesn't have money to pay for the high expensive fees.
I've been paying my piano fees myself for the pass 2 months ;; and seriously I'm so broke.
I don't know what should I do, I really don't want to give up my dream as a piano teacher.
last week my dad asked me to stop learning because the expenses are too high.
My tears dropped immediately, hais. He wouldn't understand how much piano meant to me.
I really hope everything will go well, with some *blessing*
A reply to his post..
hmms, alright I'm neither angry nor hated you.
but I have to say pls don't always look things only in your point of view.
the fact isn't what you've said, I'm no longer the negative thinking person.
If you really know and understand me, this shouldn't be the case
don't always think that whatever you say is right, it can be the other way too.
you can say I've changed but why not think, the person who changed can be you.
sorry for being so straight, I just want things to be better for us.
& I'm really happy with my life, although there isn't anything much.
but at least I know I have my friends by my side. they understand and care for me.
the things you've done are always so harsh, this made me became more&more indecisive.
I just can say I don't have the trust in myself anymore.
It's not only a hard time for you, it had been a hard time for me too.
the hurt you given me isn't something that I can overcome it just one or two days
I'm really confused by all this. I'm so puzzled
& I'm really happy with my life, although there isn't anything much.
but at least I know I have my friends by my side. they understand and care for me.
the things you've done are always so harsh, this made me became more&more indecisive.
I just can say I don't have the trust in myself anymore.
It's not only a hard time for you, it had been a hard time for me too.
the hurt you given me isn't something that I can overcome it just one or two days
I'm really confused by all this. I'm so puzzled
A little urge from me to you;; but I still wanna say a BIGthankyou
This song have about the some meaning between us.
I've been listening and listening over the days
B.A.D - 我的错 ( lyrics @ iask.com )
next;; wanna know whats the next part for today ? special post about me :D hehes.
let's talk about something happy and I shall leave the sad things aside -
I want to share my childhood memories with all of you.
I had always been a chubby girl....
this was since I was born, heeeeeees -___________-
Baby is always fortunate because they're to young to understand certain things.
unlike now, after we have grown up things are getting more and more complicated.
SIGHS! If I can always remain as a baby without any troubles or stress.
STOOOPP DREAMING GIRL :D
with my dearest sis =]
3 of us.
My cousin carrying baby me.
If you could see clearly, I actually fell asleep =X
My god mother & Me
hees ^^
opps! crying because I wanted to go out late at night XD
This was during one of my 8th year old birthday
&
♥MISSES_ I don't know what to do..
Childhood is loved x3 muaccks
THANKS FOR VISITING, DO COME AGAIN SOON! :D
