I had once told yulin
I don't know how many time I'm going to fail.
I'd fail for dk how many &^%@$#fcuking times for everything I did since the start of poly life.
why can't I see the bright side anymore? I mean my life turns out to be total darkness. but why is this so?
what about family? what about friends? what about studies? what about him?
every single thing listed had its imperfectness. because I know nothing is gonna be perfect.
I had enough of tears and I need to be strong. no more tearing after this, all should be clear off.
I'm tired.
"I think for bel, hwele and I only 2 will get into the team, because reality always hurt"
and this is what I mean. the reality really hurts.I don't know how many time I'm going to fail.
I'd fail for dk how many &^%@$#
why can't I see the bright side anymore? I mean my life turns out to be total darkness. but why is this so?
what about family? what about friends? what about studies? what about him?
every single thing listed had its imperfectness. because I know nothing is gonna be perfect.
I had enough of tears and I need to be strong. no more tearing after this, all should be clear off.
I'm tired.
p.s: is this supposed to be my 18th greatest gift? life had played a game with me & I LOSE! :/
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